Hi Vera,
Firstly I would like to say thank you for all your help and prayers. God is good!
Before going through the tunnel of fire….I was so scared my insides were literally quivering. I was emotional at first. A lady in front of me held me and she was praying. As she started praying for me I got angry, but instantly.
I was sweating as if the heat was on my skin filling my insides. But I was not even close to the entrance of the tunnel yet.
Thoughts started popping into my head. (You’re too scared to do this, this is not right. Look how they are falling in the front. Its a show. Its a ritual. You must go home now. These things can hurt you. It will not fix anything.)
I felt so emotional I started crying as fear sank deep into my belly. I started feeling nauseas. I wanted to leave but Chris held on to me. A voice in my head startd screaming at me to leave or she will kill me. (Do you wanna die today? You will die if you go through this ritual! Stop! Go out! Leave!) By this time we were at the entrance of the tunnel and I felt so warm… too warm. Now Im ready to run….
Chris asked me if I wanna go home rather. I immediately answered yes. He laughed at me and nudged me a bit more towards the tunnel.
Going through the tunnel of fire was so painful. My stomach twisted in every which way it could. I thought I was gonna die. My ears were aching and there was screeching at a very high pitch in my ears. I was bend forward a few times as the movement in my stomach pushed me forward and it went into my throat. I could not breath. It felt like I was being strangled. My chest was on fire.
I found myself in a pit. It is deep and dark and it smells of death, rotting, dirt, feces. I was chained.
As you lifted me up it became lighter. I heard my name being called and a part of my soul moved towards me calling me. I felt so much love. The chains fell off of me. I heard it drop. A metal door slammed I felt drunk. I was now in an open field. Its green and the air is fresh and clean. I can breathe now.
I sat down and the heat was so intense it felt like I was radiating. I saw wooden boats leaving a shore. The ropes are loosened and they are floating all in their own direction and then they dissapear into the mist.
Then I saw steps going to a light and I was climbing it looking around. There were many people I know climbing these bright stairs. With every step their heads were glowing more and more… bigger the circle…. with a bright light. No one was attached to anyone. The focus was to the big bright light ahead.
Blessings
Jean